[2:00 a.m., I heard my own voice inside my head saying things I didn't want to hear]
The harder you try, the harder you get slapped in your face. Sometimes people just hurt you without meaning it, without even noticing it. It's unfair, but hello! life is unfair. Get used to it because it isn't going to get better any time soon.
I am a good girl. I am a DAMN good girl. I am reasonable: I am not asking for too much. I am working hard on it, and surprisingly enough, these efforts are not worthwhile. At the end of the day, I am not feeling happier or more relieved, I only feel more tired and somewhat older. It is not what life was supposed to be. But it never is, I'm told. However, I know I'll land on my feet. I just don't know when.
Don't try not to get hurt. It doesn't work. There is no freaking efficient way to protect yourself.
[Then, as I found myself unable to cry for the first time in years, I decided that I was ok after all. I won't change: life is chaotic and so am I]
The harder you try, the harder you get slapped in your face. Sometimes people just hurt you without meaning it, without even noticing it. It's unfair, but hello! life is unfair. Get used to it because it isn't going to get better any time soon.
I am a good girl. I am a DAMN good girl. I am reasonable: I am not asking for too much. I am working hard on it, and surprisingly enough, these efforts are not worthwhile. At the end of the day, I am not feeling happier or more relieved, I only feel more tired and somewhat older. It is not what life was supposed to be. But it never is, I'm told. However, I know I'll land on my feet. I just don't know when.
Don't try not to get hurt. It doesn't work. There is no freaking efficient way to protect yourself.
[Then, as I found myself unable to cry for the first time in years, I decided that I was ok after all. I won't change: life is chaotic and so am I]
Si dice che ad ogni rinuncia
Corrisponda una contropartita
Considerevole
Ma l'eccezione alla regola
Insidia la norma
//Carmen Consoli - L'Eccezione//
Corrisponda una contropartita
Considerevole
Ma l'eccezione alla regola
Insidia la norma
//Carmen Consoli - L'Eccezione//
3 commentaires:
yo!
what's up?
Feeling the same but don't saying it... Love what you write, love what you let us hear, love what you feel and make feel...
I'm just remembering a quote that I had in the EII: "Life is too short to be the caretaker of the wrong details"...
Whispzzzz : Don't whatsup me ! I am not a whatsupable person :-)
Cint : I am enclined to humbly believe that it's precisely why I am writing. And you're damn right about the quote: Let's live that way !
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